July 26, 2011
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you have ever loved like you.
you certainly do not know, I have nothing to do today is the first 73 days. I never told you, 3 and 7 have been my lucky number. However, The so- called lucky numbers bring me luck, but that was to accompany this in this day, guarding a lonely tears. seems a long, long time not crying every time tears out of eyes about, I will see the sky, because I was told, so tears will not fall.
she said. always give yourself a reason to grow up themselves.
but Valentine Day that day, I cried. hold back tears for a long time , and finally as flooded off. to suppress for many days of the grievance, hurt and helplessness, accompanied by the tears fall down, and finally been freed in the loneliness. Thank you, in this night, gave me a reason to cry. < br />
I do not know 19-year-old me, whether quietly grown up. very clear to understand. once. that in my life gave me a warm and help, as I was growing up, are moving away from my world. are perhaps so-called growing up, is watching their favorite, cherished in a warm palm across, but can not hold forever.
every grown person. will have a dead heart.
I know, I know of.
suddenly feel like earning capacity of poor people. business community infighting, intrigues, and how do I force myself to not have to endure, I know , I am not suitable for people of city life sometimes, feel like a wounded animal. all the way to escape, all the way Sisha. in the absence of dark corner, alone licking a bleeding wound. goes with the appearance of a hard shell , guarding the heart sinking, fragile and many times, always a fantasy so. with him. for his cooking, laundry. he was generous with his right hand will warm my cold left hand. will be helpless in the dark of the night, holding me tightly and told me All my vexatious … …
but. poor all his life so a person will not, in my teenage age years, to accommodate me with love, adolescent rebellion of the whole.
breezy night that you told me that we are not together.
can you remember you told me should I believe you? have we had together, vision over the future of silly you have forgotten. do not remember it?
small C told me that let me forget you. that you are getting married.
say you definitely marry her. < br />
really? really do?
you tell me, tell me ah!
original. from start to finish I was kept in the dark are a fool house and my presence, but that you and her great love and frustrations. but. is this idiot fool, has been as stubborn convinced that the future must marry You also will marry you.
really do not believe that one day you will betray our love, ah!
see you with her at that moment. suddenly felt and ridiculous, so close the distance I saw you, you did not see me.

lost good, memory is the most robust in prison and I still can not find the key to open the cell door. can not be past quit.
many times, will recall the days have been together. always remember that time the weather, time, scene, character, mood. I kept thinking, it Leiru rain, I suddenly realize that all return. time reversal is just a beautiful myth, lie to children.
but if you can, please re-compile a story lie to me. right?
Anne said a man, if love you, have a special affection for his eyes, if not love, only desire.
so I clearly remember you hand-wipe of rice to my mouth. filled the eyes of affection.
that time, you love me, I know, I know, ah!
best love is the open hand. can not remember who had sung the song.
I said you hurt me does not matter because she was stronger than me . she is not the same and she needs your love. need you to her.
I said. Some people say you can not love with him. fatalistic ending to us, just told us to spread out his hand. which is empty.
no promise. not eternal.
I said, I will laugh as you wish. But, you must be happy than I had.
turned. tears flow over the ground. or do not want to you see my fragile. I see you cry in the face. quiet to say goodbye, go away quietly.
do know. back after you, will never catch up, tightly put me in his arms and said not to leave.
that pretend to get angry, allow me to those days, worried about my stomach pains boy;
that helped me in the hot June luggage, tired of sweating boy;
that hand on my shoulders, Yi Zizi said the boys wanted me to believe he;

that examination sneak women dormitory to find my boy;
that sit far, far away a car to school to find my boy;
that warm love to call me BR <
that patiently listen to me on the phone non-stop nagging the boy;
insist that every time I got off the phone to hang up the boy;
that accompany I look very silly in the Internet movie boy;
many nights like that I said good night, I like child pet boy;

say that I love love the boys – -
plain water in the days that he casts another girl hand.
he said to me, this feeling has come to an end .
he said he can not give what I want happiness.
we are not together.
brief sentence, with the message passed over, but I noticed no words in the tone.
is resolutely break away from the cold? or with rain having left the helpless?
he said nothing. but the most direct and brutal in this way, the sentence I love the death penalty.
Valentines Day, he sent a text message.
kiss, Happy Valentine Day.
no one told me this is not the lover Valentine Day I want to how a person happy too.
that once I thought I would give all the happy people. I am already determined to forget. < br />
and we, the cruel to each other and indifference can not do anything.
is no hope for the future of the child, ah! However, a long time ago, we have that kind of belief in the, is the lonely rain. not as a harmonious music. pale blue curtain covered the darkness of night. lamp shining on it this long dark yellowed diary … …

taught me how to put / and you came yesterday / is a good time to have ended with the departure
teach me how to put / and you came yesterday / who is recalled as a period with
youthful diary / everywhere you / have said do not care / are too concerned about
suddenly, just think of passing the coffee shop.
that face the vicissitudes of middle-aged man, with a low voice, singing over and over again thank you ever loved me.
moment. warm tears finally fell.
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